Oral Cock Worship

He emailed me with this photo attached. He talked about his "revelation" that happened over his holiday break from school at a party his parents held annually for families in their church. He had seen the kid at an assembly and had wondered...well...he wondered if he might share the same vague feelings of lust and need as he did. He couldn't even describe the feelings exactly, but he called on them whenever he masturbated and it always led to a second load within minutes. He was shocked to see him come in the front door with his parents that mid-December night. He had never seen him at church and was bummed because he hadn't attended church camp the previous summer. There would have been more opportunities there to experience the inevitable. As the evening progressed he spoke to the kid and asked if he wanted to go upstairs to play computer games. He shut the door - and locked it - they were in the room alone. He stood behind the kid as he logged in to his gamer site. He felt himself growing and he saw the kid flinch as he casually brushed his erection against his arm. That's all it took. The kid turned in the chair, opened his pants and sucked him until he came. He allowed him to completely empty his adolescent cum sack down his throat - and then swallowed all of it. This was the beginning. Fast forward to two weeks ago. After contacting me about his experience he asked me if I would consider meeting him to suck him off. "Kind of a ballsy kid", I thought. I admired his directness, but was even more intrigued by his young cock. I asked him if he was 18. He said that he had just turned 18 last month. He asked if he could come over. I wasn't sure. I'm not a pedi-perv and have never crossed that age line. Never. Could I be sure he wasn't lying? I opened the door to find a thin, pretty, casually dressed "kid" with shaggy light brown hair, blue eyes and a bulge. Yes, a bulge...clearly a sign that he was ready, willing....and more than able. Was this a challenge, bait, cheap thrills, temptation....what was I feeling? Lust. That's what I was feeling. I asked, "Please, be honest, are you really 18?", I asked. "Promise. Scout's honor. Mean it", he responded. Cute answer. It made the decision to go for it easier. He seemed mature, sweet, sexy and....hard. He unzipped in the hallway and pulled out his hard cock and balls, saying, "Suck it". Ballsy is right. And of course I did. I sucked him and licked his balls and used my hand and mouth and tongue and saliva and throat. His load came soon, plentiful, forceful ropes of boy semen. It made me gag and swallow as he shot. I wanted his load and he needed to prove that he was in charge. It happened quickly. We never left the hallway. He zipped up his jeans and pulled out his wallet. "Told you I was 18", he said as he pulled his driver's license out from the plastic covering and brought it close to my face. January 17, 1994. I suddenly felt waves of self-incrimination for having done what I did before seeing the document. I was so relieved to know that I had not crossed the line....and I hope I never will. I could taste his cum in my mouth for hours after he left. I jacked off thinking of his young, hard cock thrust into me so easily and without hesitation. I have not heard from him since. A bout of doubt, with a happy ending....

An online buddy who is going through his own sexual journey of discovery sent this to me last week. He said that his oral top made him write it down verbatim so that he would clearly embrace his role as a service provider and sucker of seed. It totally gives me a woody, and I urge you to discuss it with you eater or feeder as an ongoing agreement for your sexual relationship: As a Cocksucker, I realize my place is between the legs of my Feeder. As a Cocksucker, I realize my sexual fulfillment depends on the pleasure I give my Feeder and his generosity in allowing me to gain nourishment from him. As a Cocksucker, I realize my only real sexual organs are my mouth, tongue, and throat. As a Cocksucker, I realize my only need is to pleasure my Feeder. When I am at my true place between his legs, I HAVE NO NEEDS OTHER THAN THIS. As a Cocksucker, I solemnly vow, without hesitation or regret to...Possess a willing mouth - Know I belong on my knees in the presence of a true Feeder - Accept my Feeder's milk, his nourishment, his cum, in any manner my Feeder requires - Give my Feeder my best, for this is what he deserves for allowing me to nourish myself - Maintain such focus on his cock and his pleasure that it becomes the center of my universe - Learn when he needs me to suck, swallow, gag, stroke, and choke without having to tell me - Know my place in the world and love and embrace being a Cocksucker, as this is the only way I can perform to my Feeders satisfaction - Make my Feeder moan - Accept that my Feeder is allowed to say whatever he wants or call me whatever he wants while I am pleasuring him - Show my addiction and need for my Feeder's cock and cum by begging for it if need be...for a Cocksucker has no pride - Make my mouth a willing and anxious hole for his nourishing seed - Wear my Feeder's cum with pride - Learn every nuance of his cock and what pleasures him the most - Never bite unless my Feeder desires it - Surrender to deep throating - Surrender to face-fucking - Surrender to multiple cocks or being used - Never stop until my Feeder is finished with me and truly satisfied - Be ready for my Feeder at any time, or multiple times. As a Cocksucker, my sexual identity is tied to the cock of another man. I know that in life I will only achieve fulfillment through the graciousness and charity of my Feeder and hereby vow with all sincerity to service my Feeder to the best of my ability and strive to improve my technique. The consequences in breaking this contract will result in my spiritual, sexual, and physical starvation.

OK....I admit it. Although I embrace and lust for a wide range of ethnically diverse men, I do have a "type" when it comes to committing to a LTR. The guy above is a quintessential example of what floats my boat, tinkles my ivories, gives me pause, turns my head (both of them) and induces spasms of wicked priapic thoughts. Coincidentally, he is the spitting image of the guy who taught me all about cock worship...using his cock as the alter. Unfortunately, he was also slightly Morman-esque in his personal need to recruit new members to the fold by proselytizing avidly at every opportunity. Had he been a member of that religious sect, he certainly would have been awarded for his successful recruitment efforts. Of course, it helped to have a hook, in this case the God-like appendage between his legs. It certainly brought out my own religious fervor on innumerable occasions over six years of boozy and dysfunctional "wedded bliss". Rich McGovern, if you're out there, honey, hope to hear from you one of these days. I have this compulsion to return to the church, if you catch my drift.....

I'll be the first to admit, I love young cock. This kid just does it for me....of legal age yet with an unmistakably teen quality and a thick, rigid cock needing attention (or should I say at attention....). These are the kind of guys can that give you 4-5 loads a day when needed and still replenish by morning. Their semen has this magical taste and their pubic hair smells sweet and fresh. I remember a kid like this that pledged my fraternity when I did. He sensed my longing for his cock and did everything he could to tempt and tease me. Whether it was walking into my room in briefs and a t-shirt and laying on my bed, or making sure I got a great view in the showers of his lathering his fine man meat, he was totally into his gear. We have not spoken since school, but I bet that he has shared a few loads with a buddy by now. He was way too self-centered not to allow someone to service his needs. It's funny how fantasies experienced at a young age stay with you for a lifetime. To this day, I have a hard time looking at a pic like this without getting a total woody just thinking of his bulge facing me in my frat room.....just waiting for me to make the first move.

So we continue this week's theme of BBC with a young man from Los Angeles who I met recently at an LAX hotel. He is a dancer and has appeared in several Rap and R & B Videos the last two years and certainly appears to have the goods to succeed in the business....whatever business that may be. Barely 21, he appeared in his mid to late teens with that boyish face and charm and belied his apparent street smarts. He shared with me that he had enjoyed being sucked off since he was 14 years old; initially by a cousin, then by strangers he met on the street in San Francisco after sneaking away from his East Bay foster home. He was a little irritated with me when I suddenly stopped servicing him right before he was about to cum, asking, "What did you do that for...?". I told him that I wanted to ensure the maximum eruption of semen from his young cock - so he sat back and said assuredly, "Well, you're sure gonna get it." A few minutes later I did. The back of my throat was splashed with an amazingly thick, full load of young black breeder seed that I swallowed with my usual hungry gusto. I wish I had taken a photo of his slightly softened cock laying next to his thigh with that last shiny pearl of splooge waiting from my tongue bath. When he left, I was so horny that I jacked off in my hand and slurped up my own load like puppy licking his bowl. Another fine fine festive feast for the famished, finished.

Boys and men....check out this buddy blog for some AF/AM BBC that will leave you weak, wet, wasted and wanting: http://blkjack-blkjack.blogspot.com/. Thanks to my blogger bud for sharing the goods. Is there anything more beautiful?!?

As I was reviewing my traffic stats for this blog recently, I noticed that the highest viewed post of all time was my tribute to black cock written over a year ago. How silly of me not to have noticed that African-American phalli seem to have an almost mythic image among sexually active adults in this county! And from my own experience, this reputation is well deserved. So, in an attempt to tempt you guys once again, I am featuring what must be the most delectable, delicious and de-lovely array of BBC's you've seen in a while! And for my AA readers out there, stand proud men! You are carrying around one of our national treasures swinging thickly between those muscled thighs. And forgive me for not having honored your manhood for so long. Shame on me! I hope that this will begin to make it up to you. And, of course, as I'm wont to do, I'd love to demonstrate my very personal, knee-walking remorse to you individually sometime soon. Ya hear?

I received an email promo from a reputable porn company advertising their latest product, "Suck It Bitch" Spray. Now, the idea sounds exciting at first and the name does give me a slight quiver, but here's my take on it. It deadens your throat, using Benzocaine, a well known numbing agent. "What's wrong with that?". you say. Can you even imagine the damage you could do to your throat if you can't feel anything while some big dick top is face-fucking you with glee, slamming his rigid cock back against your Pharynx completely oblivious of any tissue damage he could be inflicting? That's not sex, that's rape. That's not a blow job, it's battery. And it could land the cocksucker in the hospital faster than you can say, "Please Sir?". Don't do it. It's stupid. We all have sensation so we can maintain healthy physical limits in what we do. If you're into S & M, so be it. But using this ill-conceived product as described could be the beginning of physical and medical issues that could limit oral satisfaction permanently. And imagine what it does to the top? Think he wants to lose sensation and all feeling at the head of his dick? Pass on this one guys.

Josh is a new online soul mate whose love for cock and seed (almost) equals my own from his recent email. He contacted me to share his intense feelings of lust for that magical edifice of flesh and blood known as the God-Cock and his desire to become more faithful in his adoration of the Phalli. He writes: I came across your blog when I was researching cock worship, specifically looking for Temple Priapus, which a friend had told me about. Even since I was a kid (I'm in my 30s now), I have known that I truly worship cock. It really is my religion. When I was 15 I made an alter to cock, molding different penises from clay and buying cock candles and saying prayers to the Great Universal Cock that I think is God. Anyway, I'm in Los Angeles, and I was wondering whether you know of any cock temples that i could go to. I spend quite a bit of time worshiping cock (sometimes just my own, and sometimes other ones), but iIreally feel like it's time for me to move my worship to the next level. Do you ever do any group Cock Worshipping? I'd be grateful for any help you could offer. Josh. He provided this picture of him kneeling at the cock throne of a buddy which I hope you will agree is intensely satisfying, especially one would assume, for the recipient. As with any religious journey, Josh, I always recommend that followers of the seed spend as much time practicing their religion as possible. You seem to be on the road to full spiritual and sexual enlightenment and I welcome your further submissions as your path unfolds. I would bet that the readers of this blog are with you every step of the way.

The Seal Suck*****For many of us die-hard oral fanatics, making the world a better place by sucking cocks is the most important thing we do each day, the very reason to justify our existence. We live to deliver supreme, ultimate pleasure to deserving hard dicks with our experienced mouths. We strive with utmost dedication to constantly improve our skills, increasing our ability to provide an advanced level of shattering ecstasy and extreme satisfaction to the cocks we excitedly take into our mouths with love and devotion. The true professional knows that no matter how good one is and advanced one becomes, there will always be room for improvement and accordingly one must never cease striving to perfect his oral performance. *****Most of the time --- with routine suck off situations --- breathing during the course of giving a blow job isn’t a major problem. But things change when you’re giving it your all to deep throat a truly big one. To be an accomplished, master cocksucker it isn’t enough to merely take every last centimeter of a huge, thick dick all the way into the mouth, past the tonsils and deep into the throat --- one must also keep it swallowed for a prolonged period of time without distress. Deep throating a monster and only keeping it down a few seconds doesn’t cut it --- and frankly, it’s rather disappointing if that’s the best one can do. Any impressively huge cock well-swallowed is going to cut off the air supply, so essentially one can only hope to keep it down for as long as one can hold one’s breath. *****I take no credit for relating this to Navy seals --- I came across this idea in a writing in the archives of the nifty gay story collection site. Basically among the many hardship endurance tests any man hoping to become a member of this elite organization (the Navy seals) must successfully pass is holding one’s breath for at least two full minutes --- one hundred and twenty seconds --- without the loss of a single bubble of air. And so a successful “seal suck” is when an expert fellatio-provider takes a big one in all the way to the hilt and calmly keeps it lodged in his throat for two minutes. If the sucking position allows for it, the experience can be enhanced by the sucker making good eye contact with the lucky man he’s servicing. *****This cocksucking skill won’t come easily or automatically --- lots of practice would/will be required to obtain it (and then maintain it). Besides gag reflex suppression it’s definitely an exercise in monitoring and carefully controlling one’s breathing. It can help if the man with the big dick tightly holds the sucker’s head to keep a good seal in place and also not allow any air --- or the dick, for that matter --- to escape. *****I’m also envisioning/imagining a training protocol where the sucker wears a special head gear device and the man being sucked wears a corresponding special mid-body harness --- so that when the dick is all the way in the mouth the head gear device can be tightly latched/locked in place with the mid-body harness. There would be a timer mechanism so that for the duration of the programmed interval it would be physically impossible for the mouth to withdraw from the cock in spite of any forceful attempts and reflexive reactions from the sucker's body to remove itself from the cock. *****Meanwhile, without any such device, I’m setting out with regular practice to increase how long I keep a big one down. If you have advice and experience you’d like to share, let me know. And if you also feel inspired to take up the quest to perfect the “seal suck” keep me posted of your progress. Happy sucking. *****Peter Rodman at pdrodman@gmail.com